Sunday, June 13, 2004
lame - that i am

argh. i realise i have nothing better to do than to blog and read other people's blogs. what i really need now is sugar. ok maybe not, but i definately need something. xew and i were talking about how my love life sucks yesterday. dunno why i didn't write that yesterday. but yeah. it's sad la. it's horrible. i don't even wanna write about it. just makes me depressed. altho if you know me. a good chocolate bar can cheer me up immensely. so yeah. i think i've gotta get down to actually posting as jenin. i don't wanna. yes i'm in a state of denial, and that's the only fact i'll confirm at the moment. oh god someone save me. >_< i feel so DEAD.

i really need to get a life. everything is dead. NWN is dead. no one's posting, not now, perhaps not ever. MI:MV, well i suppose i can let Xew post first. but then I have to write for jenin. argh oh no. i can practically see my life slipping away before my eyes. *covers eyes* it's like i have a writers block or something.

on a lighter note: mep orchestra begins tomorrow. yeah i'm meeting siying at 1 at the pr school near my house. it's not easy you know. lugging a tuba around. and oh no it means i'll have to see wen-bin again. somebody kill me. i don't wanna see him ok. fling. hah. i don't care anymore. okay. i have no desire whatsoever to talk to him. and darn why must we wear school uniform. that is so darn lame.

ok let's ignore the fact that i have to see wen-bin again, it's really a nightmare come true. anyway. i scored pretty well for term 2.. a big improvement from term 1's 32 for l1r5. now my l1r5 is 21. yay. ok even that didn't cheer me up. i need to invest in stocks of white chocolate bars. i shall place in fridge and hope no one steals. whatever.

* s w e e t heart`x @ [[4:26 PM]]