Thursday, June 24, 2004


today. i woke at two. for no reason. and couldn't get back to sleep. i'm feeling tired. so i'll make this brief. can i just tell it as it happened. and give details tomorrow?

i went to tjc today. to help load the instruments. and becos siying said she'd be there. and in the end she wasn't. so. when we were leaving. they realised that they had forgotten the mallads. so we had to make a turn around. the topic that was discussed on the truck - wen-bin. then we were late for rehearsal. they were playing copland when i managed to get on stage. then after that they played strauss. so i went off. then we played elgar. then we had a break.

during break. we were asked to move our instruments back stage. so we did. during that time. kimberly confronted me and asked me about my past with wen-bin. so i was honest with them la. nothing to hide what.

then i was trying to move my instrument backstage. but there were these people. you know. clogging up the passageway. so i told them to scram. not nicely. because i didn't want to have to make the tuba a permanant decoration atop their heads. just so happened mr large-ego was there. so i told him to shift his sorry butt. and he was like 'don't be rude to me i'm principal cellist!' and i was like yeah. like that has anything to do with anything. that the best you got? you're a sorry bastard. so after that i got my instrument in and was all set. for a boring time. after a while i got restless. so i went to join loo kit cheryl chen sara david kimberly and huijun at the stairs. and the topic of the day - wen-bin. loo kit said he heard that wen-bin had a girlfriend from tkgs. and i was like me lo. be honest la. then they were suddenly all interested.

loo kit: how was he.. back then?
me: if anything his ego's gotten bigger.

true what. he's a first-class jerk. then sara said something about wen-bin going only for string and woodwind players. and i was like. yeah right. he and his sorry lying ass. so the topic shifted to syo. which i intend to join. no matter what my parents say. because i like the tuba a lot. i'm sorry i can't use it to serenade people. but yeah. i do what i want. and i want to play the tuba for an orchestra.

so after a while. it was the orchestra item. so we all went onstage. including yao cong even though his tuba was damaged. so he didn't play. and i played by myself. like any ordinary day. he lent me a book of tuba scores. i guess to pacify me for not bringing his orchestra scores. but then again. i asked for them. so he lent to me la. then after that. on with the scolding. all that nonsense about us being late and blah. i don't care. after that we loaded instruments on the truck. it was already 1+ - way past lunchtime.

so in the end. me cheryl dinah zhi ying derek luther loo kit and one other guy went to have lunch. with my tuba dinah's double bass cheryl's trumpet and loo kit's TWO trumpets. extraded person. by that time was quite late. we ate fast and i left first because i had tuition. did i mention that we 'donated' five bucks under duress for a box of colouring materials? some PLANNED PARENTHOOD ASSOCIATION thing. hello we are only teens! that's a long way away okay. so we gave it to this stall owner. so she could give it to her grandson. and i think she was over the moon. cos she looked so happy.

i have to retrace my path and find luther's blog. think i can access through nina's.

so i got home around 3.30. someone was screwing the roads so the damn taxi had to make a big round to get to pasir ris. and the fare. oh my god. bedok to pasir ris HAS NEVER COST $12.30. total nonsense. then i remembered that my mum's car broke down. so if i was gonna get to tuition on time. i would have to put down my instrument. change. and haul my ass to the bus stop. under 5 mins. i managed that. thankfully. but after that i even had to RUN for the bus! damn it. i didn't manage to accomplish my homework. loo kit knows how pissed i was. i could just die. then i had a bad headache. felt like dying just then. stop the pain.

tuition was okay. i didn't being a lot of stuff but the teach wasn't angry with me. i on the other hadn had been pissed since 10.30 this morning. thanks to wen-bin. you just screwed your chances of ever getting back with me. go to hell. you think just because you're principal means you can screw around with me? back off you jerk. bloody ass. after tuition i felt slightly better. *phew* so i came home. did i mention that i missed the damn bus? like what the hell.

tired. talk more about today tomorrow. will link luther's blog. if i can find it again. yay. heheh.

* s w e e t heart`x @ [[8:26 PM]]