Monday, July 19, 2004band
Ok. I'm writing this in the com lab. So. Yesterday was the band fiesta thingy. Yeh. Erm. Yuhua got the award thingy but that doesn't matter. Cos we had a great time. Ahh man those army people who carried our tubas like some kind of luggage. Like so easy to carry like that. So scary. Mag see already jaw drop. Hahah.. so funny lo. Anyway. They printed in the program that we were gonna play 76 trombones. But obviously we were not. We played tarzan. American graf. And latin medley. Hmm. It was fun fun fun. But as I stepped out of school yesterday I realized that I was leaving a lot of things behind.
Leaving the band behind. Leaving the people I have grown to love behind. Leaving everything. Behind. So sad. Xinxian and I went to day and night for a couple of drinks. Like. Root beer and coke. Then fruit juice. Christabel joined us soon after. Then we were trying to get wen-bin to call. And he did. Only after me and xinxian parted ways. Ah wellz. So anyway. We talked a lot la. Feeling damn depressed lo. Hiax. Was totally tired. But anyway.
Been feeling really down. I don't know why but I feel like something's wrong with me. And I don't know what. There's a tightness in my chest that I want gone. I want.. I don't know what I want. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe this is depression. I don't know. I've never been depressed.
I'll totally miss the band lo.. all my jrs and all that.. miss everything.. oh well.. gotta move on, I suppose.
Tata, people.
* s w e e t heart`x @ [[12:20 PM]]