Tuesday, July 06, 2004
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why are they playing on the pa all the songs that we're gonna be playing for concert?! at this rate people might as well not come for our concert. just listen to the darn pa can le. this is so darned irritating. grrrrrr. but it sounds nice la. only it's on the piano. and it's above my head. and it's DEAFENING. argh.

nat's oboe cost her 6k. now my mum's not gonna let me learn the oboe. argh!! i mean. too bad i don't like chinese instruments la! too bad i don't want to learn chinese instruments. too bad i prefer western instruments! i want to crrrrrrrrrry. it's no fair. not fair. so what now? i can't possibly have my mum get me a tuba for me to continue practice on. can't i have an instrument to call my own?! what my brother wants. he gets. oh so what if chinese instruments are cheap?! i love western instruments. oboe clarinet trumpet blah. i don't like chinese instruments. no. i don't. get over it!!!!!!!!! I prefer classical to chinese. okay?!

arghhhhhhhhh.

what the hell man.. >_<; can i just cry now?

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