Thursday, July 01, 2004school
first day of school was ok. i mean. when your emath teacher walks straight past your class when you're supposed to have emath and into 4/5 you know that everything's back to normal. that's what our dear emath teach did on monday. was too lazy to blog about it on tuesday. so here i am. lalala. anyway. tomorrow's youth day apparently. so we're gonna get a bunch of old folks in the area. and we're supposed to care for them. mr yeo mentioned that he's worried for 4/6 hahah. i think my class has everything down pat. so we should be all right. i'm gonna make jelly today. then after make maybe go out and buy my white bloooooouse. argh i can't believe it's only what 8 days to concert! mep concert. 10 days to band concert. oh my god. stress. if my juniors don't play well it'll be my fult that i didn't teach them properly. i hope they'll be able to cope. i'm not like some people who always push the responsibility of mistakes to other people.
and since when do you keep up with my blog anyway wen-bin? you never did give shit about blogs you said. so why the hell are you reading mine? and what shit about sueing me for calling you a f*cking asshole? am i wrong? you are a f*cking asshole. i'm merely stating the facts. if you're so upset about it then why don't you give me a call? i'm not gonna crawl to you to beg forgiveness for calling you what you are cos that'll only swell your ego. and i will never let that happen. you hear me? never. why don't you try to talk to me like a real man instead of asking my friends about me when you don't even dare to talk to me? grow up la. if you don't even dare to talk to me. the person you have known for what. close to six seven years? then you'll never make it anywhere in life. we have been friends for so long. are you willing to let me hate you because you don't dare to just dial my number and call me? ok then. if that's what you want. then you'll get it. i hate you. i really really hate you. for all the times you pissed me off. all those times. i hate you. forget ever about getting me back. if you were serious about it you'd try your hardest to get back into my good books. but nooooooooo. you're too cowardly to even try. you don't even want to talk to me. perhaps more than i don't want to talk to you. and why are you after my friends? go to hell. i'll personally see to it that none of my friends fall prey to your conniving ways. you're an ass. fullstop. no two ways about it. get that. i don't think i'll ever like you again. ever. ever ever ever. so go away. i'll be working with you during the mep concert. i won't screw that up because of you. i will not let myself ruin the concert that we all have worked so hard for just because of you. i will not let my hate for you blind me into doing stupid things. although i really want to give you a good punch to the face. maybe that'll wake you up. i'll work till the end of the concert. the concert only. if you don't try to talk to me till then. then you can forget about us ever being friends ever again. not even friends. get it. not even friends. because. then i'll erase you from my memory. like you tried to do after we broke up. you're still sore about it aren't you? so like. i don't care about you anymore. if you don't try. how will you ever know. so. if you don't try to talk to me. how will you know if i will forgive you? if i have shouted at you before. don't you think you should try again? no. you're too cowardly. so too bad. i will not forgive you for what you've done in that case. and you can forget about ever talking to me again after the mep concert. don't look me up after the band concert at vch. i would have no desire to see you then. so goodbye.
it's horrible to lose a friend. one you've known for so long at that. but sometimes these things can't be helped. only some people can change things. some people. go figure.
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