lurveemeforever-dunleaveme

Sunday, September 19, 2004
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what the bloody hell is wrong with you? to mildly dislike me because of a bloody mistake i made is one thing. i didn't know you hated me until the extent that you
-won't talk to me
-probably deleted my name from your phone book
-and deleted my name from your links.

i don't think i deserve that. you see your name's still there. but what's your damn problem man.. hate me tell me to my face la. you think i care? now i know how wrong i was in the past. you won't even be a friend to me anymore? fine. see if i care. i don't. bloody hell.. what's wrong with you?

was gonna do something nice for you. now i think i should reconsider. because after the way you're treating me i don't think you're even worth my time any more. but guess what?

i'll do you the liberty of leaving your link here. on my blog. even though you never read it anymore. i don't care.

iwasgonnabenicetoyoubutno. what did you do to me? what happened to the friendship? huh? what the hell happened?! oh i'm not on your msn list. i don't care. i'm not in your phone book. i don't care. you don't talk to me. i don't care. you don't even want to be my friend anymore. i sure as bloody hell don't care.

i hope we both can forget that, and go back to where we were before. friends. that we can talk like we used to. but if you wanna keep avoiding me.. then i won't hold it against you either. i just hope that our friendship still has a chance of surviving.

but no. if by any chance you read this. please la. go crawl in a hole and think about it. reflect. go and hao hao fan xing yi xia. oh wait. you don't understand chinese. aww too bad.

wanna play bitchy with me. you're gonna lose. and badly.

unfortunately. i'm not in a mood to be bitchy(lucky you). or else your tagboard would be flooded. gah. go bury yourself somewhere.

hate me? tell me.

bye bye. i don't know if i'm gonna be telling you something later on this year. but. i guess i might. because i still wanna be friends damnit. get a life.

nat stop being stupid and go do math.

* s w e e t heart`x @ [[11:33 AM]]

i love you
because you're my friend. because you make me laugh, cry, smile. because you hurt me, and you make me happy. because we've been through good times and bad. because you were always there for me. because we'll always be friends. because..
because of everything you are to me.
because of everything our friendship stands for.
because you are my friend.

remember: when the whole world walks out,
i'm always the one who's still there.