Friday, September 03, 2004


the more you wanna run away from me. the more i will come after you.

which leads me to think i should join dinah and guan yu and rebecca outside tj. but anyway.

it's called counter-effect! someone once told sali and sali told me. well. who you may ask. our dear egoistic person la.. who else right.

if you pretend you do not like a person. all the more you will like them. and if you don't go to a person. all the more they will come to you.

i don't agree with the last part. the one about going to? how many times have i watched people walk away? not just guys mind. friends. or people whom i thought were friends. would they still treat me the way they did when we used to be together all the time? but that's over. that's what they'd say. we're not friends anymore. we don't even say hi to each other when we see each other in the corridors. we don't talk. nothing.

i won't let my friends run away so easy anymore. hey look at us la. we've been through so much together. we used to be in the same class in sec 1 and 2. then we went to seperae classes. had seperate lives. but we still stuck together. and i really love them. it's hard to maintain a friendship when we're all far apart. michelle's in 4/1. vera in 4/6. huifang in 4/7 and me in 4/9. we're all seperated. but we're still the best of friends.

sometimes i think friendship is a miracle. a miracle that you create by yourself. no one can help you make friends. they come and they go. but how many of them do you still remember today? how many of them will you remember in lets say ten years to come? how many have actually made an impact on your life?

think about it. friends are so precious. we shouldn't take them for granted. they might not always be there. but they will try. because they are your friends.

are you loyal to your friends?

sometimes i wonder. jeezy: what good do you think you'll achieve by trying to scare me? by trying to scare us? because i'm not known to be afraid of many things. and hey. i'm a girl who's had more than my fair share of enemies. i know a lot of people don't like me. but that's their problem. but you... you're different. you try to make it known. but behind a facade. where's your courage girl? did you leave it behind? what's the matter with you? why don't you come and tell me what you think about me. about my frends. to my face? are you scared of me?

look jeezy. i have nothing against you. i've done nothing to wrong you. i didn't step on your tail. now if you wanna continue hating me. i don't care. if you wanna continue sending all those crap emails that you take forever to write. i don't care. it's good entertainment actually. with all the spelling errors and grammatical errors you make i might as well be an english teacher instead of wanting to teach math. but the point is i didn't offend you. i did nothing to wrong you. i have never spoken to you for all the four years i've sort of known you jeezy. if you insist on ending your sec 4 year this way. then be my guest. i'm not gonna care. because if you're who i think you are.. you may find yourself in a very rough situation. and i won't be sorry or responsible for whatever happens after that.

to mr yeo: you have three days left. if you're lucky you may even have the holidays. if you're lucky. no gurantee. so i need answers by sunday. whether you like it or not.

...go away you.

looking forward to lookit's birthday party afterwards!! hahah.. not exactly party la. so small the group.. but dunno if the tj ppl any of them coming not.. but never mind hor. hahah.. can't wait to see his reaction to that hair gel thing.. uhm. hahaha. dinah is gonna tape it yay!! ^^ hahah.. poor sarah can't go..

hey anyone knows where i can get the rest of the series qing2 ren2 lian4 ren2 by march hare(san1 yue4 tu4)? cos i got the first three books for $1.50!!!!11one

.....so cheap right. ^^


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