Thursday, September 02, 2004


there's half an hour to english paper two. paper one was okay. i wrote about the arts acadamy thing. you know. the one in california that i kinda regret not going to audition for. but today vera told me about the US$20,000 thing so i'm kinda glad i didn't go. altho i regret i didn't go.

...confused me.

anyway. vera wrote on the same thing as me! so yeah. wonder what our dear english teachers will think. i actually kinda teared when i wrote the essay but nevermind.

was talking to mandy yesterday. after i came home from dinah's. she was asking me if i had wb's pic. but no i don't keep it on my computer it's on the rj webbie and if ya wanna see go find it yourself bleh. anyway she said she wanted to see cos grace told her she had seen him before and blah. why is he such a popular topic to talk about? and not in a good way either. everyone thinks hye's egoistic opinionated and conceited. hey don't say i didn't warn you! didn't bother to try and change what people think of you did you. well you brought this on yourself.

someone blocked me. i'm kinda upset cos we can still be friends can't we? i don't think you read my blog anymore anyway cos you didn't ask me for the password but it doesn't matter. at least. i hope it doesn't matter. i don't wanna be enemies with you. i thought you said it was all right. i didn't know you'd hate me. if i did i would have kept my feelings to myself. i don't wanna hate you. we can still be friends... right? not that you'll ever read this.. but i still wanna be your friend.. i wanna know you better. friends. maybe more. but not right now. since you won't even talk to me.

but i don't care... do i? cos you're not worth my time if you insist on playing such childish games. it's not my fault but i've alread apologised.. what more do you want? do you want me to beg your forgiveness? cos that's not gonna happen. i'm stubborn see................

even more so than you. believe me.

love is patient, love is kind
love is tender, so divine
love is good, love is great
love is when you find your mate
love is true, love is fair
love is showing that you care
love is perfect, love is fine
love is definitely blind.

ohwells. if i can't even have you for a friend then i might as well not even think about you anymore.

bye bye.

another chapter in my life closed. next chapter - till furthur notice. sorry for the inconvenience caused.


* s w e e t heart`x @ [[10:19 AM]]