Monday, November 08, 2004overdue and stale.
i know this is seriously overdue. seriously. not as overdue as that library book i was supposed to return ages ago. but overdue. this is the ranting that has been accumulated over the past week. yes thankyouverymuch.
studying at the library with michelle, i realise that i have to go study my mep asap. not only because the paper is tomorrow. i must also remember that 'melisma' is that crazy thing that people do when the alternate between close pitches. or something. i have no idea. so i must study.
i must learn the diff between recitative and aria. i must learn the diff between symphony and concerto.
i must learn everything by tomorrow.
which is why i say i'm terribly not cut out to do mep. i'm still struggling whether i should/should not take mep as a subject in jc, since i can't compose to save my life. and neither can i come up with comprehensive essays either. perhaps it was just because i was doing vietnam and my essay happened to sound like something out of a textbook on vietnam. but. i really should rethink my motives for taking mep. and everything.
tj tune-in is on 24th. i have to ask if we have to bring our own instruments. or if i can go late/skip briefing for first three months(i think that's quite impossible, mrs loe stressed that it's compulsory). or if i will be able to make it because mag and fang are going too.
i have nothing against playing with my batchmates for the tune-in. in fact, i really would like to play with them in the upcoming concert. if we were going to be a part of it, that is. i hope we would.
yes i know this is starting to get boring.
emath 1 was an insult to our intelligence. i've said it once and i'll say it many more times before i let it go. emath two(today) was slightly better and i think that they might mod up the grades once they're through with marking.
looking forward to amath. anyways.
a lot of people are talking about missing their friends from their various levels. sec4s, jc2s.. everywhere it's the same thing. and(while michelle bugs me) i shall take what she once told me into consideration.
'it is not the end of the road. i refuse to believe it so. i will not thank you for being my best friend(what?! i have to thank you for that?!). we are very close friends and i know that we will have many more good memories together.'
and guess what? the crazy thing is that, i believe her. no matter where we're going.. michelle to vj, huifang and xinxian to nanyang, xuemin to lasaille, vera to serengoon and me to(hopefully) tj, i know we shall all remain very close friends..
even though we will never share recesses.. even though we won't be able to bitch about teachers we all know.. even though we may not be able to share lesson notes.. even though we won't see each other every day.. even though we won't be able to tease each other anymore.. even though we won't be able to.. well, a lot of things.. even though we may have new friends.. and even though we may not remember each other.. especially during exam periods.. i know that there'll always be a special place in my heart, a special memory, dedicated to the fact that you five have walked into my life and changed it..
..haix. =\ i'm getting too old for this.
i'm thinking about moving. will let you know when i actually get around to doing that.
and now i'm actually getting around to studying chem.
and since my parent are gonna find out anyway, nat asked me to stay at her place yay. and no, her parents will not be home and the two jack russles will take good care of us. =)
i have big plans.. and guanyu said: DREAM BIG!!
i'm a dreamer.
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